Rebecca J Sneeden

Dear Rebecca,
I miss you! While you were in the hospital we got so close and although it hurt for me to see you in there...I was a terrible sister, terrible! I should have came and saw you every weekend like dad but I didn't and I feel so bad, so bad. Out of the 20+ weekends I could have come to Chapell Hill to see you, I probably only came 9 or 10 times. What bother's me the most is that you wanted to live, why?? How could you want to live, knowing the rest of your life you'd be sick and be in the hospital for long, long periods at a time. I just want you to know I miss you, I miss you so much and it seems like everybody thinks I should miss you more than what they see but it doesn't matter because I love you and you will always be me twin sister. I know you're in heaven laughing at me when my blonde self goes and does all the stupid things that gives dad those gray hairs. I love you, I love you, I didn't want you to die, I just didn't want you to be pain any longer. Hope one day I'll make it to heaven too (ya right) haha just kidding! Tell mom that I love her and I can't wait to see her again. You guys are the stars in my sky and I will forever love you with dedication, please make sure no one takes my Taylor because I feel he's the missing part in my life. I want him to be here, to hold, love, and to care for! Tell God to please in his name to give me the strength to find some big way to lot's of money for CF, I don't want ANY child to go through what you had to Rebecca. I know pain is no longer with you and I think that's what keeps me going everyday. I love you forever *hug on the feet*

Your one and only twin sister forever,
butt-bud Edy

P.S.
Lord prepare me
to be a sanctuary
pure and holy
tried and true
with thanksgiving
I'll be a living
sanctuary for you...